The fairytale about the prince inspired me to write another story.
Along those lines.
It felt unfinished to me.
Somehow.
Since I am not a princess I had a feeling to write something that is more to my own reality.
Perhaps even the way to my heart.
But I am not so sure about that.
If that is.
However it still remains my journey of love.
It were the words that appeared to me about this story.
Meeting that person I saw in a flash of my eyes.
I didn’t see how I was meeting him, just what he said and what my reply would be.
It looked a bit like a dream, however I wasn’t sleeping.
The words appeared a little bit above my head.
I don’t know why I was seeing it like that.
I was only seeing those words and not where we were meeting or what I was wearing.
But perhaps I am thinking too far ahead to what would happen.
I guess I am just excited.
I think you can imagine that also.
‘What if this is really the future, I am seeing?’
You would also be excited.
One standard that he has to meet is that he is human, the least.
Like the way I explained in that story with the prince.
He is not afraid to show he is just that.
So, I think he will try his luck also.
First.
Try to impress me with some words.
Not knowing that it would lead to us being together.
Because his aim is just to impress me.
And isn’t really looking for anything.
However he is wrong about that.
Since he is a guy.
I mean guys are always looking for something.
It is just true.
Not really that hard to get.
Perhaps I am.
However the way to my heart is open for love.
It always is, in case you wondered.
But words alone don’t do me that much.
As said in that story when the prince was looking for the princess’ heart.
It needs to come from the right place.
Where he means it with his heart.
It is where I will resist what he is saying.
Using everything that I have.
I don’t know exactly what those words will be, perhaps it could even be that I wouldn’t respond.
Since silence can be louder than words and it will tone down his voice.
Sounds logic to me.
I mean, boys are just boys and sometimes have no clue what they are saying.
But yeah, that is not leading to anything.
What better way to teach him a lesson without saying anything and let him come to his senses in that moment of silence.
For him to come to the conclusion that : ‘I am beautiful’.
But he will say of course, ‘you are beautiful’.
Since he is saying it to me.
And I think there is no doubt there.
Sounds something real also.
However I will be rejecting that still, because loving me is not that easy.
Also guys, love to be rejected.
In case you didn’t know that.
They need to be rejected, to feel like a real man.
Don’t know why that is so important.
The most important thing is that I will not give him my all, only because he thinks or finds me just that.
In case you wondered, I am not a wh….
You can fill in that space yourself.
It would also be too simple and I need to test him just a little bit to see how sure he is about that.
I mean words are words, still.
Unless we understand what that means.
So I will keep quiet just a little longer, to see if he will stay or go.
Like the ending of that story with that guy looking for love.
The prince looking for the heart of the princess.
And when that moment happens.
That he keeps standing on his two feet.
Not letting his ego get in his way.
I will say something like : ‘No, I am Lakshmi’.
Because that is the name I prefer to be called.