‘You should create your own man’, told my friend.
We were still walking in the park and it was all that I could remember from the conversation.
‘Creation’.
Does this mean something that doesn’t exist?
Is creation something we don’t know?
Or is creation, something that already exists, but we don’t know (yet)?
Is it beyond our own belief that we forgot what creation and existing means?
Have we ever?
I was thinking about John Mayer.
The singer.
For some time I was listening to songs.
Not only to songs of John Mayer.
Also Alesso. ‘One Republic’, or any DJ.
It felt to me, that they were singing about love.
Not only about love in general, but about their own love stories.
Past loves, to heal their heartbreak.
To let you know you are not alone.
A description of how their love would be.
If that isn’t romantic..
One by one I was listening to their songs.
‘We could be heroes’
‘I could be the one’.
Like they were standing in line for me.
One song just stuck around.
The words lingered on.
In my mind.
‘If I loose myself tonight, it’lll be by your side’.
‘I loose myself tonight. It´ll be you and I’.
Perhaps creation is about losing myself.
So someone can find me in order to exist?
I don’t know if that is a question.
It all sounds a bit too deep.
That I need a love so I can continue to live.
It also doesn’t sound right.
But what is it I need.
I just don’t know.