So yeah, is that kind of excitement worth it?
That is the question.
The Love Journey of Lakshmi
‘I don’t miss you, in case you thought that’.
Then out of nothing I heard the door.
Someone was leaving the house.
I listened a bit more and heard footsteps going down the stairs.
Loneliness had just left my house.
If there is Love in After Life, is a difficult question if you ask me that.
I hope there is.
And somehow it makes sense to me.
In this story I give you my experiences and what I think about the topic of After Life.
I hope it is one you can live with.
It could be a start to something.
More.
Perhaps even something love related.
Because that is who I am.
The house I am living in, so to speak.
Perhaps it is even big enough for us to live together as well.
If it is love related is the question.
Perhaps not even that important to know.
I guess this is where I need to start.
When it comes to finding him.
What is my priority?
It was one of the last questions my psychologist asked me in the counseling session I had.
In my next story I hope I can write down what that is.
Or at least why this is my priority.
It is my homework for the next meeting I am going to have with her.
I am going to skip using dating apps as a source for finding my partner.
Although I know he is there, to me it is more important that we are meeting each other at a place where it is safe and secure.
That is the only ground to build from.
Where I make the decision if that dating app is a ground to find that someone that is good for my heart.
I guess another boundaries I am putting.
Where I have the experience that I remain believing in love.
And if it isn’t that, a commitment where I can keep believing in myself.
To complete a task that makes you so happy, before doing anything else, could be : ‘The sparkle of a princess crown’.
Yes, I know I just made that up, but it sounds nice.
Don’t you think?
I think yes.
I am going to use this now more often.
Because we all can use a little laughter and foolishness that makes us smile.
Nice we are agreeing on this.
In my imagination I am now shaking your hand.
Thank you for being on this journey with me.
I hope you are as nice as I think you are.
All is really for you.
It is there for you to take and whenever you are ready I will be there on the same side.
Shoulder to shoulder.
Great things are awaiting us.
Well, I guess it was nice meeting you.
Hope to see you soon.
La vie en rose exists, but I rather want something that blossoms when the sun sets and where I wake up without thinking too much about if my heart needs to be strong.
Perhaps even waking up to something where I can hold his hand and he gives me a kiss on the cheek.
I am just signing up for something that is meant for me.