It could be a start to something.
More.
Perhaps even something love related.
Because that is who I am.
The house I am living in, so to speak.
Perhaps it is even big enough for us to live together as well.
The Love Journey of Lakshmi
It could be a start to something.
More.
Perhaps even something love related.
Because that is who I am.
The house I am living in, so to speak.
Perhaps it is even big enough for us to live together as well.
If it is love related is the question.
Perhaps not even that important to know.
I guess this is where I need to start.
When it comes to finding him.
What is my priority?
It was one of the last questions my psychologist asked me in the counseling session I had.
In my next story I hope I can write down what that is.
Or at least why this is my priority.
It is my homework for the next meeting I am going to have with her.
I am going to skip using dating apps as a source for finding my partner.
Although I know he is there, to me it is more important that we are meeting each other at a place where it is safe and secure.
That is the only ground to build from.
Where I make the decision if that dating app is a ground to find that someone that is good for my heart.
I guess another boundaries I am putting.
Where I have the experience that I remain believing in love.
And if it isn’t that, a commitment where I can keep believing in myself.
What I would like to know is if I could change something in real time.
Even when I know that with my help, the outcome would be the same.
To say to do the things my mother didn’t do.
I could help where I feel I can, using whatever I have.
Not to prove that she was wrong or to see if there is a different outcome possible.
I think it would be a solution to that problem I had.
To complete a task that makes you so happy, before doing anything else, could be : ‘The sparkle of a princess crown’.
Yes, I know I just made that up, but it sounds nice.
Don’t you think?
I think yes.
I am going to use this now more often.
Because we all can use a little laughter and foolishness that makes us smile.
Nice we are agreeing on this.
In my imagination I am now shaking your hand.
Thank you for being on this journey with me.
I hope you are as nice as I think you are.
All is really for you.
It is there for you to take and whenever you are ready I will be there on the same side.
Shoulder to shoulder.
Great things are awaiting us.
Well, I guess it was nice meeting you.
Hope to see you soon.
The most important thing is that men just sometimes need to go on their own, for them to come back home.
Because when they are out on the go, it is where they find where they belong.
Because to have the same kind of conversation is not only to see where you are at a different time and space.
But the expression of all of that is a clearance of the heart.