The last couple of days I have been sick.
A slow down of my body.
And many more things.
To give me time for things I needed to learn and know.
A time for introspection and insights for my being.
To understand and grow to become again healthy.
Category: Love
What is the right time to start a relationship?
Many times I have heard : ‘He is already in a relationship, we just broke up’.
Therefor it was more surprising to me when my friend said : ‘I was in a relationship for a long time, being with someone else already would not be respectfull to her’.
This was the first time I heard something like this.
It was even more surprising to me, coming from a guy telling me this.
What is the purpose of being single?
We were sitting close to the water.
Not that we were at the beach or sitting on the edge of a fountain.
It was a big pond, at least this how I would call it.
The quirking of the frogs, if that is a pronunciation of the sound they are making, sometimes interupted our conversation.
They were not in that pond we were sitting at, however they were in a little water, close to that.
Perhaps it was something that they wanted to say, however it was only the loudness of their sounds that could come that far.
The equality of sexuality is to be patient
Sometimes I just search things on the internet, because I am just interested.
Perhaps it is connected with me being a Sagittarius, that I am open to learning.
Lately I found out that is also a mechanism for me to raise my energy, or better to say fill up my battery.
As convenient as it is.
It is just not that I want to know something specific.
The following is what I was reading :
‘Can Asexuals have sex?’
There is more to the story
With one of my lovers I had some words.
Arguing is not something I like, but sometimes it just happens.
He had said it already a couple of times.
“They gave you clothes and a roof above your head, you should be more appreciative”.
He was talking about my adoptive parents and even called himself in this argument we had, the advocate of the devil.
The positivity of the Matrix
I don’t want to say any names, mainly because I do not want to be associated with that person.
Also a calling of a name, says that this person exist.
Of course it is up for debate that I am speaking about it now like this.
But what has to die, eventually will.
Even speaking about it in the highest light.
There is a better Love waiting
It must be a new experience.
Something that I am gathering in my cabinet of rarities.
Break ups can be heartfull and causing a lot of pain.
But this experience was something I am happy to have gained.
The current of the river
It is a lost memory.
At least I lost it somehow.
The irony is that I remembered it just now.
It came back to me, because of some decisions I made.
About my life and about the things I was feeling.
Perhaps even things I have experienced.
Could this be a love to live?
It was that I was looking at him.
Not in a mischievious way, but I was just looking at him.
He was doing something particular.
I believe he was just sitting behind his laptop, the morrning coffee next to him.
A french love story
‘But you know he is French’, is what my friend told me.
It was a reversed warning, because it was something I already knew.
And also because me and my french lover had ended it already.
The french are not that reliable when it comes to love.
The irony.