The last couple of days I have been sick.
A slow down of my body.
And many more things.
To give me time for things I needed to learn and know.
A time for introspection and insights for my being.
To understand and grow to become again healthy.
Category: Healing
What is the right time to start a relationship?
Many times I have heard : ‘He is already in a relationship, we just broke up’.
Therefor it was more surprising to me when my friend said : ‘I was in a relationship for a long time, being with someone else already would not be respectfull to her’.
This was the first time I heard something like this.
It was even more surprising to me, coming from a guy telling me this.
There is more to the story
With one of my lovers I had some words.
Arguing is not something I like, but sometimes it just happens.
He had said it already a couple of times.
“They gave you clothes and a roof above your head, you should be more appreciative”.
He was talking about my adoptive parents and even called himself in this argument we had, the advocate of the devil.
The current of the river
It is a lost memory.
At least I lost it somehow.
The irony is that I remembered it just now.
It came back to me, because of some decisions I made.
About my life and about the things I was feeling.
Perhaps even things I have experienced.
The voice of Love
It is not that I want to speak about some content that I have been seeing.
Rather that I want to clarify some things about the female being.
Perhaps I am becoming a feminist, or something I already was.
Now it is just ready to be blooming.
The irony is of course that it comes from some content that I have been watching, that brought it to my surface. The things I want to be speaking about.
For the purpose of uplifting women
It is perhaps the month or the astrology of what is behind it.
But I want to talk about something that is called the feminine rage.
With a simple google search, the following is what is coming to the surface.
‘Feminine rage is the physiological, ancestral, naked and embodied response to things gone wrong in the world. This tradition, like every other, is patriarchal. It was articulated, written, and transmitted for the benefit of men. That often leaves women in the dust’.
The age of Love
It is not something that is coming of age, or perhaps it is exactly just that.
When it comes to love.
Age is really a thing.
All I need is just a man
Struck by a virus, that has led me to stay in bed.
If I count back, it must already be a month.
The virus.
The bounding to my bed, just a few days.
All for purpose, is what I know.
Not the purpose itself. The virus.
‘Attraction, is a choice you need to be making’
Lately my mind goes to what kind of love I am attracting.
I spoke about this before in my story ‘law of attraction’.
As I already expressed that I do not want any interference, because that is a path I am walking.
Not only for my own protection.
It is that I am thinking about what kind of love is out there, that could be for me.
A connection that is good for our health and being.
The law of attraction is all about making the right order.
‘There is more room in a broken heart’
You wouldn’t say, but I am a heartbreaker.