Sometimes we need to be alone.
Just a walk of life.
For our own specific reasons.
Lately I am alone a lot.
There is just nobody. Really.
This is not some sad love story.
However, my heart has been broken.
I have cried many tears.
Sadness is ok to be.
I have to say that I really enjoy this type of being.
Of being alone.
Sometimes even just crying.
Maybe because I am an introvert, that I feel and see.
Being alone gives me the time to process and understand life’s meaning.
The life that is connected to me.
That walk alone gives me time, space and energy.
All that I need. Really.
However, I heard one day.
Love is all you need.
Is it really?
I am just wondering.
I think I do.
Because when I am walking alone.
In the park, in the streets or just at the beach.
Feeling the sand between my toes and the coldness of the water from the sea.
I feel that there is someone out there that is waiting for me.
Someone that is within my reach.
A true love?
Perhaps I shouldn’t take it so seriously.
Although deep down love is found underneath the surface.
It is the surface that keeps us going.
To say, when it comes to my love journey.
That new love that is waiting.
Is someone that I see.
Perhaps it is someone on Instagram?
It is what I think.
Still standing on this side of the story and I don’t know who it is going to be.
I can’t see that future, for my own protection and being.
Because If I knew who it was going to be, I wouldn’t be doing all these things.
And this is my purpose of a life that is fulfilling.
Also I would be lost on that road of marriage.
Read my story, to understand.
‘Just do it’.
Not to say that whoever it is, it is someone that I am dreaming about.
A guy I haven’t met, but soon the physical appearance is where we will.
Just trying to understand if Lisbon is that ground.
Perhaps I need to make a little trip?
I don’t know. Really.
What I do feel, is that it will be a love so real.